i don't know anything else

I thought you loved me. I don't know how I believe this lie. I don't know how I believe it was true. Now I'm sure it was all a dream.
But now as I do to forget you if everything reminds me you?
I honestly didn't mean it that way. But we don't control our hearts.

G. anda com uma vontade de se matar, mas relaxa, não vai acontecer.